A warm handshake and a smile welcomed me. A questionnaire, questions, and I was still hesitant. “Ready?” he asked with a smile. “For what?” I asked. “To lose control!” I told myself, there’s no choice. You must dive into consciousness and face the fear, doubt, pain, past, present, and the barriers that hold you back. Look them in the eye, spread your wings, and fly towards freedom, to the future. To let go.
Lying on the treatment bed, I closed my eyes. A tiny point inside my ear, skillfully pressed, opened the floodgates of tears from the depths of my soul. “Let it all out, don’t stop,” he said. Slowly, I sank into the depths of my consciousness, battling between the desire to logically understand what was happening and the encouragement to release without overthinking. Deeper I went, crying as tears flowed. But the pain came from the subconscious, like Pandora’s box opening, releasing the deeply buried pain from within.
I found myself in a dark cave with a gray light at the end. Music and rhythmic sounds led me into the infinite depths of my consciousness, into another dimension. I felt my mother’s sorrow, may she rest in peace, as a young woman carrying me in her womb. Though married to her love, the place, the country, did not feel right to her. She wanted to return home, to the place and family she knew.
Eliyahu tilted my head, and I vividly saw my mother – sad, confused, and realizing that her envisioned future was not as she had hoped.
He tilted my head to the right. “Do you see Riva, the little girl?” “No,” I replied. More music, rhythms, and beats led me deeper into the layers of my being, searching for my true self before the ego – the innocent little girl. “Find little Riva,” he said. I searched and found myself, 5-year-old Riva, with golden curls, smiling in a vast field of yellow daisies. Picking flowers, making a daisy chain, smiling, laughing, running through the field. It was just me and the giant field embracing me with love, the sun’s rays warming and dancing in my hair. “Come,” said the little girl to me. Hand in hand, we ran through the flower-filled field, filled with endless joy and peace.
The music shifted to other rhythms. With loud drumbeats, I found myself by a tranquil lake of green and turquoise. I felt the water – cold yet warm, coming from the melting snow of the surrounding mountains. I was in a small wooden boat, lying still and listening to the calmness of the lake, the nature, and the snowy mountains. Slowly, the lake’s waters covered the boat and me up to my chin, merging me with the peaceful lake. I became one with the water, embraced by the sun’s warmth, transforming into a water droplet in the serene lake.
Again, music and rhythms pulled me upward to the highest snowy mountain. Climbing and climbing, I reached the mountain’s peak, where a bright light surrounded me with a smile. Gradually, I emerged from the dimensions of consciousness, guided by frequencies and music. Song lyrics connected me back to daily reality, now with a new perspective.”
Riva
Three weeks later…
“Three weeks have passed. How do you feel?” they ask. “Do you feel a change every day?” “No,” I replied. “It feels like I’ve been reborn into an adult body with life experience, only halfway through… with new insights and perspectives. No longer carrying the heavy, burdensome bag of physical and emotional pain that came with me, planted in my consciousness while I was just a seed in the warm, nurturing womb of my beloved mother, may she rest in peace.
The profound understanding is for all humanity – regardless of race, color, religion, or gender. To reach the highest human standards, to create a perfect humanity, one must strive for happiness, compassion, kindness, purity, and self-refinement. Only then, in partnership with others, can we build a better future, full of light and goodness for the world.”
