I now am aware of my uncertainty

I now am aware of my uncertainty. I was busy with something I wasn’t aware.
I was holding my breathe in situations, and I don’t know why. I just stop. and hold.
The border is something what seems to be repeating and I don’t know the cause.
I have goals and on the way I meet people and on one way or another in the past they tried to claim. But I’m already a lot further and the border is there, somehow I feel that.
It is for me important and better that someone gives me that, like you did by saying. It helped me.
And some people, I don’t need them. That’s for sure.
sandra, 30 , holland